Lack of Production

I had all these plans to be productive today and get some much needed cleaning done and work on The Rantings Network Headquarters more, but then I woke up and something is very wrong with my left arm. It hurts to move it at all, my fingers and wrist feels like its five times its [...]

Becoming Again

Today has been a very warm day, ever since I got out of bed this morning. I was almost immediately angry this morning too, which just made things worse. The landlord has decided to fix up the outside of the house. Not 100% an idea that I hate, except for the fact that I feel [...]

Image Issues

These past few days, I seem to be thinking about insecurities and body image issues alot. It’s almost constantly on my mind. Partially because I’m currently suffering from “I hate my body”-itis. I’ve spent the better majority of my life in that predicament. With very rare swings into, “Damn girl, you fine!” moments. Like the [...]

Back to Bed

Today is one of those days when all I can think about is, “How long until bedtime?”. From kids that are just pushing every limit physically possible, to one too many tears, I just don’t want to deal with anything anymore. My house is getting out of control again, and it’s to this point where [...]

Sick of the ‘Tudes

Today, all the kids have either had attitudes, been rough with each other or been grumpy. Needless to say, I’m exhausted, bitchy and frustrated after having to go downstairs an hour after bedtime because Kaeidyn hit Kenzie extremely hard. In part because she was mad that she had to drink water, and the other part [...]

The Great Pyjama Debate

This morning was the biggest gong show in the world. I yelled, at someone who wasn’t the kids, for the first time in what seems to be a really long time. I also see alot more yelling in my future. Last night, I had picked out clothes for Kaeidyn for school, since right now I’ve [...]